Christina Ann J Barrett

Sunday, June 15, 2014

WILL SOMEONE STOP HER

Ellen probably made Bella not talk to me anymore nor nicely.

No Fun

Bella Thorne. She seems nice except not to me.

Look

Bella is being a brat. I never started anything ot perpetuate in my life.

Problem

I see other people comfortable online. Why are people out to get me and irritate me and do all those little things to me. Someone pops up the monster from the black lagoon.

Problem

These people won't stop!

Quit finding guilt in me.

Should snotty brats get attention from 'you and others?'

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Bella Thorne was upset I don't accept her being s h i t to me. I mean she treats me like s h i t. I just Retweeted something someone saying I <3 you and she was all like p i s s e d. She wants me to feel below. She must have a mental disorder, or something. She lost her dad.

She's part Italian and Irish from a nice, young mom.. and her dad was an attractive Spanish man, not big and bushy. She knows I'm Chinese, like Ellen DeGeneres is Jewish from her mom's last name. I think she's being racist to me. Also, people don't think I'm respectable anymore and are teasing me all the time about "what I don't deserve." It's weird, too.

just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sun

Problem

Now, people are feeling all giddy.

My New Pic

It's when I was 17! It's a thin pic. I was encouraged to put it up, and a lotta people are mad at me.

And they wanted me to feel like shit and stimulated.

Problem

They were making fun of me. You are not supposed to do that about this.

Problem

I got a daze feeling in my eyes when I saw Elle Fanning, after, and they tried to plant that ability in me of younger people being better all of a sudden. What is wrong with who's doing this? Ellen thinks it's her.

Problem

They losened the back of my left shoulderblade, like I've reached a limit of being too big. It's something that's not right, though.

Problem

I don't want to be made fun of. Ellen DeGeneres is not better than me, nor is anyone else just cuza fame. I am famous locally and have been sorta.. I can have my fantasies. I mean, that's what everyone else can have.. ':/ No one's answering me that much, see. If I was talking to someone, I wouldn't make a face.

Sad

I woke up upset, my mom.

Why should I think I have anything?

I don't like when Ellen makes me feel on edge, how it is, she keeps acting like she's God, like we can't rebel at all cuz then she wouldn't "do it." Can someone explain and fix this? I'm sure this will be a problem intellectually to understand anything and how mad we can get at something she says. It will come even if we don't want it to. It's work. It hasn't worked. I wanted it to. Maybe, I should ask maybe she is getting old, along with Sarah Brightman. So sad. I wasted all these years.. xp

My Mom's Accent

It's really British, but so can I. It's funny they say for Jacob "Jyay kub." I know my mom does it like just like that.

See

You all think I don't deserve anything for being good!

Problem

I didn't accept that I was born to be mistreated. I dunno can anyone explain? It wasn't my fault. I do not believe in being mistreated for incidents. By the way, I'm good. I just get hurt sometimes and sometimes am told I did something, pushed.. I need to be alone.

Problem

If I am hurt by these jokes of others being better, then why do you do it?

Problem

I am tired of these people talking to me in my room. The computer is slow in some things, too..

Problem

I don't care about anyone, you can't tell me I did something and then make life hard.

What

So, I am being insulted by people about Bella being better just for fun? I don't need to pretend anything to not go overboard.

Problem

Who made fun of my current pic and made me post an old 1 cuz it isn't a joke.

To Be More Real

She just does it, like has to be exactly like the most popular person, does not have to do it good. Still gets all the attention! Like Chloe with Tim Burton in the movie. Or like think about what else is successful.

I am so rry

But Bella has no manners, plunges in 1st and has to get all the attention without the dexterous quality of letting others get it out.

PROBLEM

Thank you for putting my music video #CallItWhatever in the top 10 on itunes! Next week top 5! #Goals http://t.co/QQ5aN3LMie
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) June 15, 2014

HOW DARE YOU GIVE ME NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO. LET'S TRAP ELLEN AND MY DAD. Well, did she do it?

Affecting Me

Bella's discovery should not really affect my success. If it does, then I need to know now.

Mad

If this is about Bella, you do the work! She doesn't deserve to take all that I earned about myself!!!!

More Lies

@bellathorne the Call It Whatever music video is number 9 on iTunes Bella! #CallItWhatever pic.twitter.com/hW8ENGs1iQ
— bella thorne✌️ (@BellaTFan) June 15, 2014

But you think it's true and are just talking to me.

I am annoyed. I don't like Bella acting tacky. These messages are a waste of my time to go into. She is like the girl who pulls down the letters on a game show against me. I feel her rubbing in something. Oh, go find someone else who will talk to you. She's too scared to feel, and I'm not waiting. Too bad too sad. :(

Problem

You all are just being like weird. I don't wanna play pretend to hurt me. Why are you all up in my private life like that and ya'll never get in trouble? That's not exactly what I meant. Why do some of you feelgood? You may find it in appropriate cuz it's not @ you.

Problem

Ellen is a criminal. I don't want people doing Bella instead of me. Ellen doesn't deserve all she has, then.

These people watching me are being annoying..

Problem

What's wrong with Bella!? I thought she was just a sweet girl.

Problem

Request #Callitwhatever by my princess @bellathorne call radio Disney 1-877-870-5678 or http://t.co/5X6Vs1kHyy :*
— Jommanh. (@jommanhSH) June 15, 2014

Why won't these idiots shut up? Stop stealing my relationships..

Problem

WHAT.

Did someone have to tell me to "leave??" What's going on! Leave me alone!

Man loves a leaf blower just about as much as he can love anybody.
— Bethenny Frankel (@Bethenny) June 15, 2014

Problem

Who just called me a nigger?

Cleaned

I cleaned my room a little. I have laundry for tomorrow at least.

Question

So, what, college cheated me out?

Twitter

We love @jackieevancho's pretty dress so much that we made it our fave look of the day! See it HERE --> http://t.co/eZHyT0Odjr
— TWIST magazine (@twistmag) June 15, 2014

So, I wonder what's up now.. more dissing of me because of Tim Burton?

Problem

What does Bella have to look forward to?

No One

I swear, I never had problems before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

What Keeps a Musician Going

Is knowing they are still important.

What would keep me going is if my dad could afford me an apartment, but I like living with my parents.

I'm sorry, is something wrong already?

See, if you get mad at nothing, something will happen.

So..

..I was upset for awhile and a bit wild so sorry. It could happen again. I didn't ruin anything..

Mistake

Ellen thinks there's only 1 way of thinking and that you can't prepare.

Well

Do you wanna know how painful it was? I will not consider it my doing.

Deailng With It

I just can't. My life is too much a mess, my room is.

How can I leave the internet when I'm on it?

Question

Sarah, you think I am recently guilty? Oops, not really asking. Why are my parents being so mean? They think I am good and need to be tested but are being mean.

Wonder if Someone Was Gonna Die

I tried to slam in on my slippers. 1 foot was gripped, the other flared back. Bella makes it not worth it to be alive in this world.

Why? 1 Cuz they keep talking about her and using her to hurt me.

Wretched

You don't treat Bella like this. If you mistreat her it's cuz she's in trouble. I am never in trouble.

I have to alert you of something dangerous.

Who ruined it for me or talked to someone about it? That I'm something perverted to be picked up? When someone touches me, I don't want to think about it.

I have an idea.

I will go ahead and tell Ellen's mom she should not have paid any attention to her.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Wen

I'm doing a Wen treatment on my hair.

Rest

I have to give my throat a rest.

Mobile

may or may not post

Problem

I don't appreciate people suggesting things to me like I'm worth nothing cuz I did something online that was illegal..

Problem

Ellen can't sit on it long enough to believe I did anything wrong. I was just upset, and you post anything on your blog unless it's illegal.

If I did, you should still not be so rude.

STOP

Why is Sarah Brightman not allowed to be nice to me? I just want to destroy everything in site. I think you're wrong, got that settled.

STOP = I don't know exactly what to say nor do I want to say it.

I feel hurt. You all are not nice like before with Tim Burton. Is this for him and Nell?

Problem

It's interesting to follow Bella..

big news coming soon!
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) June 14, 2014

I won't take this infusing people in my relationships and taking what I do with more the 1 person too seriously.

So, what's the point? Ellen just got mad or people trying to please my being good-for-nothing in this dad. I've already been grouped, and I feel no one likes me. I said to call it off. I'm not telling you in what way I mean, I see. Also, Ellen is weird. I wouldn't tell someone I like not to talk to me. Thinking of why is different. I guess it's because people are attractive.

You know, Bella is being treated like the delicate princess. It's interesting ot know. I don't like her bossiness..

I contacted an agency

to direct me in my wish

And

for MY grand finale

If my aunt thinks my dad's crazy, why do I have to put up with all of him?

THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD

I AM TOTALED!

Tumblr

I know..

..none of you have to go through the method of all the details of why you've done what you've done. If you didn't, then kindly remove yourself from my life.

(cont.)

Why? I don't feel I can feel anything but from myself.

Not the Mama

Ellen

So, go ahead, fun and find..

If my dad said what he was thinking..

..he'd be in jail..

I don't.

Can't you Goddamn niggers ever move on cuz I don't give a shit @ you.

In the Car

I sang like all 60 karaoke songs I remembered the words to.

So

Bella was not abused cuz she wasn't a Buton fan, so-to-speak.

New Pictures of Me

Sorry

Was being nasty, don't mean anything against anyone.

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Goal

I wanna make a CD and tour steada Disney.

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Problem

Why is everyone on about Bella Thorne. For some reason, it's critically onto me. Why follow my reaction? Stop threatening me! D:' You're just giving me more to type. Actually, the people around me don't like it.

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Apology

I'm so sorry and got race-ly upset this morning. I'll try turning off.

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So

Don't fight over who does what, figure it out.

Sorry I was so mad.. I just felt like hitting. Like, sorry to burst my bubble. Got too violent. There there. Sorry for using a name. It isn't right to hurt me, tho. I do feel framed.

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Going Thru Things

Starting to like me less? Sorry I was irrational. Worthless is an important vocabulary word. I was being force m*****ed to not feel outsidea my family. Quit trading what I earned for BELLA. It's pretty bad here. This hurts and is such shit! I am tired of fighting. I don't know if someone decided to pattern and call me or if I had a multicultural baby a nigger. You getting antsy caused all these problems. If I didn't earn anything, why wouldn't I be treated like Bella Thorne? Too many people just shit to a kid? Bella is mean to take from me. STOP BEING BEMUSED and stop threatening me @ caring @ you after death! Bella didn't uncover this. You think I was untalented. Why is it suddenly too late and everyone else is as good? Some people are bothering me. If I was in high school, I'd still mean something. Maybe, the medicine is making me die. @ me wanting to hurt people, it's dangerous and I'm pushed to feeling and not changing from being shit. Some people are really upset with me.. woo hoo. I'm tired @ your shit @ my family. I mean the problems they have. They won't stop being dumb. Sending me dumb messages. Oh well. Does it bother you?

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Problem

You all listen to my dad or call me things I could sue you for.

You can't keep watching me closely. Some things you do my parents don't!

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Problem

You all listen to my dad or call me things I could sue you for.

You can't keep watching me closely. Some things you do my parents don't!

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Problems

You are trying to kill me for something Ellen doesn't like. I will make fun of this big program.

People keep telling me I should not be who I am to this day for things like Bella. I just felt upset by some people, sayd (sad.)

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Problem

You all listen to my dad or call me things I could sue you for.

You can't keep watching me closely. Some things you do my parents don't!

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STOP

Bella can't get everything. It's mine!

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Problem

You all listen to my dad or call me things I could sue you for.

You can't keep watching me closely. Some things you do my parents don't!

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SHUT UP YOU

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My Freedom

My gramma would get at me if I posted @ her being mean. Ya'll are goddamn picky @ any little thing in the past. You are irrational.

Now, I don't but seem to have to beg for any attention.

Stop acting like I did something! You are getting in my personal life, again. I didn't do anything. I don't even care @ you! Sound familiar?? I am not satisfied. Stop it! Shut up! Stop irritating me to wanna k*** you now.

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I feel upset.

No one cares @ me. When did you think this turn of events is okay. Someone is being really stupid. I feel like I'm being r***ed. Like I can't feel outside-a my family. I don't love them. I dunno, they are shit. I don't mean my little brother so much. I hear an annoying noise. Someone has found me. What are my parents? An excuse not to talk to me? Hm, well, I feel they are that mean collectively. I'm supposed to not say that, but people keep saying everything I do is for Bella and taking away from me other relationships. Nothing weird happened. I thought I was already accepted. My Gramma was mean. I need to stay away from others. If I get the Disney job holiday dancing, I can live alone in a special place for Disney cast members. I don't wanna be played with. Nothing is for me. I wanna meet people. But I'm stuck with my parents at 28. I feel m*****ed. If Bella gets everything, why not take it away like with me? I earned that, and it is taken from me. It's easy to do what you are supposed to. Stop bugging me about something special you give to anyone for age. I don't want to be made guilty. This is unfair. Shut up! I didn't do anything. Shut up! Stop it!!! You are nothing. I can't sleep! Just shut up stupid! This is a crime!

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Problem

THE MESSAGES AREN'T STOPPING!

I thought we coulda had something going. Forget @ my dad and gramma.

How am I supposed to feel good? What is your problem? You are so not worth it. I said you did something. Not saying anyone in particular. :I What? I demand you to stop it. I don't know how to stop this.

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Thanks a Lot

I don't know what mattered to you, but how dare you frame me into not meeting people. They are meeting other people.

I want this to stop.

You want me to think I don't have a personality. You want me to think I'm bad for no reason! What effort do I seem to lack? Is this the cry of ethnicity-race? Stop lying that I wanna be Asian. No, I do not disrespect them.

My dad is the 1 who is disrespectful and not me. I don't have anything, and I deserve to have succeeded. My life is leaving, slipping away from my hands.

Why won't anyone just talk to me? How do I get to know these people?

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Well

Maybe, I should not be afraid of if I'm up late.

So, what is the answer to people unhappy if someone attractive gives me attention? Did it touch a nerve? Come on. You don't really harass everyone like this. I'm not up @ equality of distribution. It isn't the same issue. Not everyone can know a few people personally. With that factor comes time, and it ain't a lifetime for anyone. Also, posting publicly, anyone should look. Don't sit there and try to complain @ these things to me.

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Apology

for if I've been rude.. ): ..

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Mas Problemas Mucho Grande

Ellen DeGeneres seems to have a reverberating effect I wish not to worry @. She acts like she needs some things kept to herself. Like attention. That's a lesson for talking to her. I don't like how my chance with her was thrown away with Tim Burton. This is far from amazing. I don't wanna die like this. I deserve to be famous over Burton. I'm sorry Ellen you can't admit when you were wrong and Mama knows it and it affects the world if you think what I do matters so much.

Maybe, she should branch out and somehow reach more people personally. We like her like Portia.

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Then Problems

Why is my dad so schizophrenic and wants to hurt me emotionally?

See, I am nice. They just want me to feel belittled cuza race. Funny how they trigger to someone like me who doesn't make any problems. Leave me alone if you aim to bug me like this and go coocoo if I talk @ something.

I won't stop being bugged.

This is a worthy topic, but I was trying to avoid talking @ it. Someone younger does not deserve more than older kids. You're disillusioned.

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LUV 8D

Spinning round and round in a festival with a bemused look.

Tim Burton not doing Alice 2. Art does not simply appear nor come to you.. "1% inspiration 99% persperation."

Why do adults idealize older children being infatuated by the youngest? They were supposed to do something.. Something happened that seemed big, but it became a topic outside of that math. I don't care what they want to see. They can't do that to someone younger they don't really love..

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And

You're not listenin' to all I say. (Shoop Shoop Song)

We didn't even have class bells.

I think I just crackedm

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I was so sad..

I said forget the barbie and coke if I'm too old to have ***y parents.

I am upset in the head.

No one will ever get around to playing with me. I am never made the center of attention.

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Apology

for letting my thoughts run free. I changed it immediately. I am a little upset in the head.

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Fun

New Orleans may be good, but if you cannot be New Orleanian do not have to feel it's better.

Can you be mad, emotional, and concerned at the same time?

Everyone knows I deserve something good to happen. I shoulda known you'd drop your pants.

Might think being from Jax, it was sweet to be there, but it's work and organization and responsibility.

Harmony: That's where it is!

So why is it a pain to give me affection but not those 10 years younger?

You want your kids not to be you but your kids.

Am I too old to appreciate classical singing?

Why are cool people obsessed that weird things are wrong?

So, Sarah Brightman makes you feel awake?

Why do Southerners hate people with Northern blood?

I want to sing The Prayer and Time to Say Goodbye with Andrea Bocelli. I was watching Time to Say Goodbye on YouTube.

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