My Mom's Accent

It's really British, but so can I.  It's funny they say for Jacob "Jyay kub."  I know my mom does it like just like that.

Racial Crowds

Black people may want to reconsider being with white people if they can't participate.

Traits

My Asian traits went awa.  The hairiness and caveman look etc. is like Jewish or Jewish traits.

Question

Why do you think the Chinese are selfish?

You, sir|sire, are incredibly rude.

You just want someone else when you talk to me.

I may be an adult, but people can still be cruel to me.

I think because of Ellen when I didn't accept my aunt acting differently, my Gramma made deliberate noises several times that sounded like I was "not Caucasian."  I finally asked my dad and Gramma something like, "Why are you being mean to me?" several times.  My Gramma seems triumphant over me.  If it wasn't right in any way, I'm not a bad person.  They're not supposed to treat me so harshly.  She ruined 1 side of my nose, somehow messed me up as I was talking.  I don't want a little ring there.  On the other side, there's a line.  Both are very ugly.  Evana Lynch did that on Twitter.  Also, I refuse to take punishment like this if anyone changed themselves for me and I .. ^enjoyed^ .. it, which I didn't.

Bipolar Appreciation

Well, I did figure something out.  For me, I think it's cool to be American, but like for instance I think I'm Dutch and then I feel like I'm Dutch-American.  Anyway, some old, some new Irish.  Ellen seems to think she's even God over people in Europe.  People think since I'm lucky I'm nothing biologically from my mom.  It's like being Chinese, not showing it.

Hmph!

It's up to us to be who we wanted, and Ellen didn't seem to care as much.

Let's have a party.

Ew, not about not having a dad from the U.S.  They are so nice.  They can't get a break.  Their moms are American.

Problem

YOU AIN'T GOT NOTHING ON ME RACIALLY, you have no idea how many curse words I've swore against you.

Problem

Stop making fun of my family.  I think the Middle East likes me.

I'm not cool.

Indicating I am not white or Asian is something that affects me cuz I know no one said it when I was younger.  They weren't supposed to even give hint of it.  What's all this now?  I don't wanna be ugly Asian.  If you call me that or affect me, .. with people I greet they'll be bawling on the street for they are not white and I may bite.  Yea, you think you're all so white, but I can say you aren't.  I can calculate what you're thinking, I don't need to feel it.  I think this is all cuz you people are acting like I'm in trouble, but you're the crazy 1s.  I feel like I can't do anything today now, and no one I know should be invovled.

..disturbing.  Someone doesn't get that Asian is ugly.  I get that WHITE IS UGLY!

Why would anyone call me not white?  I am not like other Eurasians, and you are not perfect.  I am not an ape.  I am not a worm.

THEY ARE BOTHERING ME.

Why would we grow up not doing this and then all of a sudden you do it to someone you can't even figure out why you think you're even pressing a button.  You can't lie and tell me I like something in some perverted way.  You ^did it^ for the other kids to feel white like that's so precious to you.  You're stealing someone else's accomplishments.

How am I supposed to live?  What do you think I am, shit?  Well, YOU JUST LOST YOUR CHANCE.  I want this crazy horseshit to stop plaguing ME.

I don't feel like posting this cuz it made me feel different..  I am not up for this like this.  I didn't k*** anyone, I have no idea what the **** is happening!  I didn't do something.  I just talked.  I didn't sit there and call people niggers literally.

This is nasty, making fun of a bond with someone, too.

YOU PEOPLE STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT.  YOU'RE MESSING WITH MY BODY.  UNLIKE YOU, I CAN TALK.  I DON'T TAKE YOUR PUNISHMENT.

THEY'RE MESSING WITH ME AND MY BODY SOMEONE HELP YOU STOP IT STOP IT STOP

So, here it is.

Ellen is encouraged to look perfect racially.  I am not.  Why does she think I can come out and smile?  I don't even look pretty.

If you think Jews can't feel something when they're white, what the Hell do you think of blacks?  Is this just gonna ruin my life?  If I'm ^better^ than Ellen, then I was better, like everyone else??

Canadians are f***ers!

So, they didn't complain but got Top Secret attention.

Question

Does Ellen like think she is the only person "on this here" earth??  BLAH forget.  Like, I dunno, I'm caught up in that quote now.  Do people who have an accent think they are the only people "on this here" earth?

Problem

They're calling me not European.  You can't do this to me!  Do it to her instead!

They even said baby.

My Ideal

My ideal is that if you call me Chinese, I can say you're not really that white.  I know, I can track it.  I just thought of this as I wrote it.

I know a lot.

I know that you're not supposed to call someone 1/2 Chinese who doesn't look definitely Chinese and who doesn't seem to like Chinese Chinese.

I can recollect more.

I'm sorry if you can make out this post as offensive rather than defensive.

Anyway, right now, that's about all I know,

Someone on IMDb

They said they cried now during Dumbo.  I know he's English.  English people have gone hysterical over the U.S.

Speaking of which, I just made a Native American topic.  The interesting thing is Native laws were a big topic when I 1st came.