Friday, May 30, 2014
Refreshed
Just had 2 burgers and am having juice and Italian ice. It's so hard to get together what I need here. The chicken is grossing me out more. But I like wraps.
Question
My dad wants to cancel TV and our phone to save money and something else. Do you think he's trying to "punish" me for pleasure? We'll still get Ellen. They've been trying to pry me off Ellen, too. What wimps, they think other poeple wanna ultimately hurt me. I can ask if a show I like is on, though.
Funny Feelings
People approaching me suggestively like they wanna think I'm bad so they feel good about themselves.
Let's talk about stuff.
Does it hurt you to see someone experience so much more pleasure but for no reason?
I'm not born in 1997, I was an adolescent.
I'm not born in 1997, I was an adolescent.
A Lie
People born 10 years before 1997 are young enough to be like people born in 1997 are. I realize it's not in the spirit of things. It's just a fact, a simple fact. I am like that, but I'm not a baby like that cuz I was still young in 1997. Lotta kids have older parents between these years.
Self-Sufficiency
Maybe, you think Ellen is a trained robot, but I actually have to work to support myself as I have no one there for me.
Answer
Because I said m**********? I thought adults used stuff. I was gonna take it down when I felt it wasn't right. Sometimes, I thought, you say stuff but not in a bad way. Ellen is like a metal detector for this stuff.
Will Not Accept
If it's not Ellen, I won't take anyone mad at my cursing cuz I didn't go out and use it against others starting the fight.
TV
I didn't know Ellen DeGeneres would still be on this week. Is it through the whole summer?
Why is she so mad at me? That's worse than missing a show, isn't it? No? Just use people? She lives a private, privileged life because she had good parents. She doesn't let you change how she functions. I feel she will never accept me in particular.
She thinks that maybe I curse and am bad and stuff. She acts like it's bad, but she keeps on doing weird stuff. (This might sound like a bad point for me to make.)
I guess the next thing is I'll hunt down people who made it happen. I will not accept that I'm just bad and because I'm so stupid that people will not talk to me. Ellen seems to not have to talk to anyone. She makes up her mind, was privileged racially, and stuff. She's not the same and is aging quickly. I wanted to do my hair platinum and grow it out to my shoulders but not sure now. I had been saying I'd dye it medium ash blonde and cut it short like a boy almost but not like in spikes nor with any crew shaving.
Why is she so mad at me? That's worse than missing a show, isn't it? No? Just use people? She lives a private, privileged life because she had good parents. She doesn't let you change how she functions. I feel she will never accept me in particular.
She thinks that maybe I curse and am bad and stuff. She acts like it's bad, but she keeps on doing weird stuff. (This might sound like a bad point for me to make.)
I guess the next thing is I'll hunt down people who made it happen. I will not accept that I'm just bad and because I'm so stupid that people will not talk to me. Ellen seems to not have to talk to anyone. She makes up her mind, was privileged racially, and stuff. She's not the same and is aging quickly. I wanted to do my hair platinum and grow it out to my shoulders but not sure now. I had been saying I'd dye it medium ash blonde and cut it short like a boy almost but not like in spikes nor with any crew shaving.
Question
Why are people so scared about what others will say as an excuse not to be nice to someone? They alwyas did that when I was a kid.
See, this post means something, too. I was wondering what to post about socially, not just about my past and where I used to live..
See, this post means something, too. I was wondering what to post about socially, not just about my past and where I used to live..
Chores
I just did a whole lotta laundry. I ironed a few things and washed and hung an overflowing load and now am washing things to dry. Pretty clean. Put the towels in the towel bin.
Apology and Problems
Sorry I was irrationally thinking, hard to do, but also I don't see why everyone like my dad and Ellen DeGeneres and mom are acting like I should be punished at my age and considering I was told I was so good before. I hate Orlando, I know why. Why me?
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