Sunday, June 15, 2014

Problem

They are bringing up things I don't want brought up to associate with other memories but not other people.

Problem

If I am physically not okay, it's not my fault.

Problem

My mom wants to stimulate me and let someone else be with someone I liked.

Apology

Sorry for bad posting skills.

Mobile

may or may not post

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Brat

She wants "a tRRAINed squirrel."
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WILL SOMEONE STOP HER

Ellen probably made Bella not talk to me anymore nor nicely.

No Fun

Bella Thorne.  She seems nice except not to me.

Look

Bella is being a brat.  I never started anything ot perpetuate in my life.

Problem

I see other people comfortable online.  Why are people out to get me and irritate me and do all those little things to me.  Someone pops up the monster from the black lagoon.

Problem

These people won't stop!

Quit finding guilt in me.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Should snotty brats get attention from 'you and others?'

Bella Thorne was upset I don't accept her being s h i t to me. I mean she treats me like s h i t. I just Retweeted something someone saying I <3 you and she was all like p i s s e d. She wants me to feel below. She must have a mental disorder, or something. She lost her dad.

She's part Italian and Irish from a nice, young mom.. and her dad was an attractive Spanish man, not big and bushy. She knows I'm Chinese, like Ellen DeGeneres is Jewish from her mom's last name. I think she's being racist to me. Also, people don't think I'm respectable anymore and are teasing me all the time about "what I don't deserve." It's weird, too.

 just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sun

Problem

Now, people are feeling all giddy.

My New Pic

It's when I was 17!  It's a thin pic.  I was encouraged to put it up, and a lotta people are mad at me.

And they wanted me to feel like shit and stimulated.

Problem

They were making fun of me.  You are not supposed to do that about this.

Problem

I got a daze feeling in my eyes when I saw Elle Fanning, after, and they tried to plant that ability in me of younger people being better all of a sudden.  What is wrong with who's doing this?  Ellen thinks it's her.

Problem

They losened the back of my left shoulderblade, like I've reached a limit of being too big.  It's something that's not right, though.

Problem

I don't want to be made fun of.  Ellen DeGeneres is not better than me, nor is anyone else just cuza fame.  I am famous locally and have been sorta..  I can have my fantasies.  I mean, that's what everyone else can have.. ':/  No one's answering me that much, see.  If I was talking to someone, I wouldn't make a face.

Sad

I woke up upset, my mom.

Why should I think I have anything?

I don't like when Ellen makes me feel on edge, how it is, she keeps acting like she's God, like we can't rebel at all cuz then she wouldn't "do it."  Can someone explain and fix this?  I'm sure this will be a problem intellectually to understand anything and how mad we can get at something she says.  It will come even if we don't want it to.  It's work.  It hasn't worked.  I wanted it to.  Maybe, I should ask maybe she is getting old, along with Sarah Brightman.  So sad.  I wasted all these years..  xp

My Mom's Accent

It's really British, but so can I.  It's funny they say for Jacob "Jyay kub."  I know my mom does it like just like that.

See

You all think I don't deserve anything for being good!

Problem

I didn't accept that I was born to be mistreated.  I dunno can anyone explain?  It wasn't my fault.  I do not believe in being mistreated for incidents.  By the way, I'm good.  I just get hurt sometimes and sometimes am told I did something, pushed.. I need to be alone.

Problem

If I am hurt by these jokes of others being better, then why do you do it?

Problem

I am tired of these people talking to me in my room.  The computer is slow in some things, too..

Problem

I don't care about anyone, you can't tell me I did something and then make life hard.

What

So, I am being insulted by people about Bella being better just for fun?  I don't need to pretend anything to not go overboard.

Problem

Who made fun of my current pic and made me post an old 1 cuz it isn't a joke.

To Be More Real

She just does it, like has to be exactly like the most popular person, does not have to do it good.  Still gets all the attention!  Like Chloe with Tim Burton in the movie.  Or like think about what else is successful.

I am so rry

But Bella has no manners, plunges in 1st and has to get all the attention without the dexterous quality of letting others get it out.

PROBLEM

HOW DARE YOU GIVE ME NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO.   LET'S TRAP ELLEN AND MY DAD.  Well, did she do it?

Affecting Me

Bella's discovery should not really affect my success.  If it does, then I need to know now.

Mad

If this is about Bella, you do the work!  She doesn't deserve to take all that I earned about myself!!!!

More Lies


But you think it's true and are just talking to me.

I am annoyed.  I don't like Bella acting tacky.  These messages are a waste of my time to go into.  She is like the girl who pulls down the letters on a game show against me.  I feel her rubbing in something.  Oh, go find someone else who will talk to you.  She's too scared to feel, and I'm not waiting.  Too bad too sad.  :(

Problem

You all are just being like weird.  I don't wanna play pretend to hurt me.  Why are you all up in my private life like that and ya'll never get in trouble?  That's not exactly what I meant.  Why do some of you feelgood?  You may find it in appropriate cuz it's not @ you.

Problem

Ellen is a criminal.  I don't want people doing Bella instead of me.  Ellen doesn't deserve all she has, then.

These people watching me are being annoying..

Problem

What's wrong with Bella!?  I thought she was just a sweet girl.

Problem

Why won't these idiots shut up? Stop stealing my relationships..

Problem

WHAT.

Did someone have to tell me to "leave??"  What's going on!  Leave me alone!

Problem

Who just called me a nigger?

Cleaned

I cleaned my room a little.  I have laundry for tomorrow at least.

Question

So, what, college cheated me out?

Twitter

So, I wonder what's up now.. more dissing of me because of Tim Burton?

Problem

What does Bella have to look forward to?

No One

I swear, I never had problems before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

What Keeps a Musician Going

Is knowing they are still important.

What would keep me going is if my dad could afford me an apartment, but I like living with my parents.

I'm sorry, is something wrong already?

See, if you get mad at nothing, something will happen.

So..

..I was upset for awhile and a bit wild so sorry.  It could happen again.  I didn't ruin anything..

Mistake

Ellen thinks there's only 1 way of thinking and that you can't prepare.

Well

Do you wanna know how painful it was?  I will not consider it my doing.

Deailng With It

I just can't.  My life is too much a mess, my room is.

How can I leave the internet when I'm on it?

Question

Sarah, you think I am recently guilty?  Oops, not really asking.  Why are my parents being so mean?  They think I am good and need to be tested but are being mean.

Wonder if Someone Was Gonna Die

I tried to slam in on my slippers.  1 foot was gripped, the other flared back.  Bella makes it not worth it to be alive in this world.

Why? 1 Cuz they keep talking about her and using her to hurt me.

Wretched

You don't treat Bella like this.  If you mistreat her it's cuz she's in trouble.  I am never in trouble.

I have to alert you of something dangerous.

Who ruined it for me or talked to someone about it?  That I'm something perverted to be picked up?  When someone touches me, I don't want to think about it.

I have an idea.

I will go ahead and tell Ellen's mom she should not have paid any attention to her.