Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Problem

Why do you think I'm bad?  I only am mean if you are bad.  Don't you get it?  You just don't care.  I never went out and asked any of you into my life!!

Sayd (Sad)

Those Italian women.. want to exclude kids with older dads as a reason to chose them and no someone else, too.

So

Even when mad did you notice I made sneaky word choice?

Tell me..

..are you suddenly also realizing how you like Ellen-
used my ProActive

Prayers

for my dad and mom, think I slumped them over in guilt.. :[ thanks a lot, _______________.
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Plan of Escape

I was thin and attractive on 1 point.  I will make an active physical schedule for myself at school with theater in the evenings.  Just 1 theater class, possibly also Freshman Composition 2.

Plan of Escape

I was thin and attractive on 1 point.  I will make an active physical schedule for myself at school with theater in the evenings.  Just 1 theater class, possibly also Freshman Composition 2.

You see..

..I never was upset at the actual thing.

Fluff..

Ellen DeGeneres?? the 1 with the Disney ride

When Ellen says not really, is it fluff or real?

Being Deep and Lo

Do you like people looking for attention but acting like they're all that to everyone?

No offense where I got the idea.

Problem

They made it so when I peed it didn't feel good.

Why won't they leave me alone?

You all are wasting time thinking Bella is better, but you all didn't treat me ilke I Was white even thougn I was!

Problem

I'm nice, but Ellen was unfair.

What I Found

Ellen is giving her self for Bella Thorne.

Not Really Against

Just mad, this can't happen..  Tim Burton fans?  Sarah Brightman?

Problem

STOP ACTING LIKE I'M GONNA TALK TO MY DAD AND NOT ANYONE ELSE
I think "it'"s past.

Problem

Ellen you can't be a ditz.  If I talk to someone else, you can't ruin it and think you're a wisecrack or something.

I also decided for Bella and I this is shit cuz we never really meet anyone.  It's been a long time, could die any day.

PROBLEM

THEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE - GO HAVE SOMEONE BOTHER YOU

FINE

JUST MAKE ME LOSE MY FRIENDS "BY ACCIDENT" I KNOW I DIDN'T DO IT AND DON'T YOU MAKE FUN OF ME

Well

No hard feelings on the Bella I once knew, but they are using her to their advantage against me.  They have no dignity left cuza Tim Burton, or the minions.

I have no friends.

I don't even got acquaintances.
Just quit.

Problem

Ellen scared Sarah away.  She wants me not to have any experience.

Problem

Bella.. why are you so Goddamn selfish?

Problem

My dad didn't get me cookies at Subway even with my money like I asked.

How It Went

My mom keeps making it so I can't focus.

I'm just tired of her..

..getting MY attention

She's phony like macaroni (I mean weird.)

Wow

How long until Bella wipes that look off her face?  No offense, she does change.. why is she even worth me talking about, I feel like I'm being used..

STOP

THANKS TO MY MOM BEING NOISY AND DAD LOOK WHAT HAPPENED, NO ONE WILL BELIEVE ME

Problem

When you are more attractive and tried harder yourself, do you want acclaimed adults telling you you are shit..

STOP ELLEN

ADMIT YOU DID IT

I AM POISED

YA'LL JUST KEEP PICKING AT JUST ME

STOP IT

ELLEN

Did you just like fall over and die?

What, everyone else can get what they want?  Strike on Bella.

I CAN HAVE MY THOUGHTS

GET MY DAD, HE THREATENED TO DO SOMETHIG TO BOTEHR ME NEXT WEEK!!

Problem

Everything I deserved is being upped to Bella.  Bella is not even worth it.  You are worthless.

EW

STOP READING MY MIND AND RUINING MY LIFE.  THAT PERSON DOESN'T DESERVE SHIT.

What Else

I think Ellen got someone to maim me.  Ellen, just stop it.  We can hurt you if you hurt us.  Someone made my stomach protrude on top and more..

Wow, thanks a lot.

I may not ever have any relatioships.

I moved the table and didn't know but it hit my dad.

Well

Yes, 1st I said what I said to myself and said I gotta go thru.  It stopped.  I don't know quite how to say what I'm thinking of.

Not Sure..

What's wrong with thinking of chopping people up?  Just another "word?"  I don't think that's what I wanted, but my parents wouldn't shut up with noises in the kitchen.  I got mad and told them..

Problem

Thanks a lot, people know how I was thinking.  They wouldn't let me concentrate.  I want my real thought.

Did you notice?..

..I have to back away.

I wouldn't..

..let you touch me.

Ha Ha

So, are you even as good as Bella Thorne?

Apparently, I do..

..have a problem.

I don't need dicsipline nor restraint.  You did that to Johnny Depp.  Well, you all are cursers and liars.  Take that to the table.

What I Know Now

I saw Sarah Brightman perform in 1989, and I know I am not less ***y than her.  Means the same thing for everyone to me..  :|

Well, g'bye!

Happy for you.

Bad Adults Bad Kids

Who cares?  Really, who all gives a shit?

You famous adults want the bad kids that got what they wanted just to overtake others and supposedly appear better.  Not being sarcastic here.  Just something I found ot really be true.  Why would someone as accomplished as me not get petted, not literally?  These other shitty girls get petted about how light their hair is, etc.

Let me correct you.

We are not the only 1s.

Worship

I worship Ellen from the Disney ride.

Because It's So Beautiful

Can't argue fun against bittersweet sorrow.

Something Repulsive

My Gramma made a coy face with a deep, raspy voice that the Ellen DeGeneres Show is on why I'm not on with my gramma on the phone every day anymore.  I sent a letter when I stopped, on my birthday.

Also, Ellen does not do anything right.  She'd say well Christina should be like her Gramma in this funny feeling and dismiss me from something without a reaction, like just to be cute, see?

I'm not saying..

..I'm mad at Bella, but it's the current thing to figure out.

"Accept It"

You're gonna have to accept everyone knows at least several folks.  You can't kill every person who almost is perfect cuz you're jeaous cuz that won't solve anything.

Watch Out!

Other people will be jeaous of and mean to Bella Thorne for being considered better and wanting things she doesn't care about.

I don't think I was mean to her.  I was just saying what it was like for her.  I like her, but ever since I talked to her the adults replaced me with her.  I'm an adult, she's a teen.

I dunno, is it funny?

O Wow

I know.  It's like perfect, Bella and Ellen DeGeneres, right when I thought it was it for me, then Sarah Brightman, just because I felt a bond with her.  Fine!  Giggle at this all the time!

Being Virtuous

If you are "good," you "fix" what you do and not "what" others do.

Busy

Bella..



sacrifice me for her?

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No..

I don't believe people are better or worse than others totally.

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OK

Bella was cool, but people wanted me to feel guilt from her success. Ellen thinks well duh. Let her be the glorified 1.

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Edit

I put Sarah Brightman 2nd to Ellen DeGeneres on my list of people.

More Problems

My parents got onto me just so Nell Burton could feel the prestige with her own dad.  They are supposed to leave me alone and respect my wishes as before.  They do want me out.

My dad once saw me mad and using a water bottle to take out my anger.  He moved stuff onto where I left it on the sofa.. played around with where the phone is, and just canceled the TV and phone and maybe something else for money.

Something Weird

Okay, so I'm not a baby.  Something interesting is that they took a younger girl and babied her over me just because I was on top and they didn't want that.  It's awful annoying, and I don't really agree..

(No, I wasn't on top in an annoying way myself like she is.)

So, from here, they could put more people over me just for fun and leave me out and make things hard just for me..  Ellen already thinks her show is on top.  Like the crowd of people she wishes to associate with it.

Mobile

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Boy

Some people seem to lose it.

The things that make you..

..m********* should be done in rea life..  *flickr*

Got Upset

My dad bothered me when we were visiting, and he just kept going like I said and bad words came to mind.  I just wasn't ready to react..

Fair Win

It matters that everyone who wins is not picked on for things that are different for them cuz that has to do with hurting their feelings or not.

Racial Crowds

Black people may want to reconsider being with white people if they can't participate.