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Apology

This morning I guess I was trying to talk about something others were thinking about but didn't do the best job.  I am interested in my problems, not so much.

Oh wow

So Ellen thinks it's important for Bella to feel good as well as herself.

Here's how it goes..

..Bella was a child actress and moved to an upper eschelan in some ways.

I was considered a #1, like Johnny Depp was really #1.  Then, comes along maybe I'm bad, and Bella isn't better.

What if..

..they praised Bella just to annoy you?  This is addressed in concerns of others affected, all this, I think.

Fine!  But why is it better than the affection the rest of us get?!!

So

Why does Bella get MORE than everyone?

Un-Sacrificed

So, they are using a real human as an example of getting affection from Ellen but no one else + it's not fun to watch.

Let Bygnoes Be Bygones

There's no reason that Bella is better than me so deserves Ellen.

Why?

There's no saying Bella Thorne is better than me and deserves Ellen more.  I am picking at her figure because I know she's being cheap saying I can't talk about how she's different from other people I like, to say I like more than 1 person.  Sorry, if me saying cheap even in that way bothered you, but just don't let it get to you.  You've said things about me.  I didn't do anything.

Problem

I wonder if Ellen thinks I'm corny.  I don't know why she doesn't accept me but accepts others as the top eschelan.  What if those people don't go there?

Apology

This time it was my dad.  I was in the kitchen eating, and I thought of something weird, like my eyelids twisting, and it was like it affected someone but couldn't have.  I felt slow.

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If the last link didn't work, it's 2nd to last here: link.

Maybe this will be my haircut

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Good Morning

I just figured out why I was unhappy about these younger people getting so much attention in certain ways.. I feel we're being stopped from feeling like we deserve affeciton cuza our age.  I'm not really picky.