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Christina Barrett Here are little clips of my own day! I love yours, Sarah.. I'm not saying anyone has to watch this if they're just here for Sarah.

2:40- http://youtu.be/1h5dcjRIQ-E?t=2m40s
4:09- http://youtu.be/1h5dcjRIQ-E?t=4m9s
til 5:00

1:19
http://youtu.be/XtezhhUthTI

2:40-3:01
http://youtu.be/UutaxQ9AKUI

Like · Reply · Yesterday at 3:22pm

Did you know the land of the dolphins

is by Jacksonville FL in St. Augustine..

the big city in FL of the NE and the nation's oldest continuing city, the later.

It's called Marineland.  I lived there at 5 and 6.  We moved to the old city when I was 9, 10, 11.

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Weird

I never had my chance to speak up.

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Ugh!

None of these kids achieved anything.  They just became famous and copied attractive non-famous young people. eheheheheheh ahahahahaha

LOL that's a good 1.

So, you want someone smart like me who analyzes who she is generationwise and neatly knows what she wants, whether or not it be because of having any good parents.

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You're Greatly Mistaken..

You think I'm not in on how to behave.  Shove a camera up my butt!  In fact, you seem oblivious and with a lack of sleep.

Contacted! B] I OUTTA HEA (here)

Full Sail may hook me up, with students to tour the US and make my CD.

Meanies

I wasn't really that off topic like them.  They are racist.  That says something.

Look what this old guy wrote.

Facebook - Sarah Brightman

E William Meharra Stop these notifications, I don't care !

Like · Reply · 19 minutes ago

Who told him to do that?

Problem

These people won't be quiet and shut up.  They're not being very nice.

Problem

Some people are intervening for bad reasons.  I deserve to be talked to.

If you don't like me..

..which I don't see why I'd have to deal with that, I said you could go away.  If you wanna talk to some other young girl, be my guest.  Don't complain at me.  Anyone.

I do want to say that with other people it's a topic how I'm annoyed at people saying I'm not as good as I thought so they "pick someone else."  That's quite insulting to say all my efforts that were hijacked are worthless because of the result.

You can't throw away my life cuz you think your parents were waiting for you to grow up and trash Chinese people like me.  I see it on the streets.  I don't care if you just said no!  I'm no dummy.

I did what I was supposed to.  I'm not some weirdo.

They just talked again!

Now, they insulted us.  Forget about my dad.  He's always nasty sometimes in his behavior.  I saw him lose control.  You better believe it or git.  Perhaps, I liked some of you, but don't make my dad hurt my mom.

Arguing?

Is anyone arguing with me?  Cuz I can't see what to even look for.  I mean, like it's not, "Hi, Christina, I haev an issue I have to tell you about."  You all are acting like I'm bad.  People always said I was good already!  Very good!  Always the nicest person.  So, what's this, all of a sudden?  I admit I had a bad life already.  But this was my chance.

How I Feel

I feel the world is revolving around the mistakes of my father.

Problem

Someone followed me home and I wasn't sure how to get away.

Mobile

may or may not post

I have a personal life

which does not involve people.

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Submissiveness

How can Ellen DeGeneres submit to bad popular norms yet be so vicious to people for little things

Remember when..

..the size of pictures mattered?

I don't agree more and more..

People have gone crazy over me saying Oh No when my dad came home.  I was just joking sorta.  Why should I tell you why if he never asked?  You can't even last this test and wouldn't even say that.  I know "what" you are.  I'm just saying, don't mean anything stupid.

Again?

The browser did its stop thing, as well.

Bothered

Why did someone make the notification come up for me but no notification there?  I dunno, people keep notifying me on Facebook, by 1s sometimes.  :(

I guess

Some things are none of my business.  Sorry.

gotta go

Everyone just says

I understand, that someone else will disapprove if they apprive.

Apparently

This thing about me saying oh no when my dad came home became a big deal, as I no longer look pretty as I was my prettiest then.

Obsessive-Compuslive

Why are these people affecting my computer and the noies in my room?

It was supposed to be for their check.. but it's for something else now cuz they're making fun cuz they got nothing to do in life.

Problem

I think someone is antsy about me visiting my Gramma.

They are also making fun of me now!

Consideration

I don't really wanna visit my Gramma and aunt.  Before, my mom made me wanna leave so she could have time alone.

Fine, cast me out!

If a person born around 2000 acted emotional about something, someone my age would act like they were weird and pretend there's something better that will happen to them later while thinking like this.

What's wrong?

Why is my mom acting so mean?  She is upset at anything to do with Sarah Brightman.

No one knows why she was brought up, but if anything happened at Gramma's it was her fault.

Problem

Why is my dad being crazy acting like there's something wrong with Sarah Brightman?  She didn't say Happy Father's Day, but she probably has more than 1 reason.  He just is acting like a baby like he did everything he's supposed to.  He thinks people like me are weird and don't deserve anything.  So, there's that!  He can't do anything he wants.  He doesn't even matter, essentially, to this point.  He will not shut up.  He's a nuissance.  He's not supposed to be here.  Capiche??  No Capiche??  What, do I have to wear my earplugs?  I don't HAVE to.  He'll just annoy me some other time, either way.  The earplugs are for if I feel I need more quiet, don't want to hear any rumbling of cars outside or whatnot.  My noise maker is on.  Would you say he's outta place?  Get this.  I no longer care what you people think about me being treated so badly for anything I've ever done.  My dad even thinks it's because other people won't approve, but I think they should.

Sorry for anything offensive, I don't see it that way.  I see it as explaining something, simply, something to walk over and hope doesn't happen again!  See, I even went back and apologized.  Who does that when they're mad?!  I think what I said was merely descriptive of the circumstance.

I got threatened by someone else, too.  I think it's also the vibes of that person.

I'm a bit mad at how things turned out for me, I must admit.  I see negativity in everything.  I learned I am to admit these things.

I think my dad wants me to not like Sarah Brightman so I can be forgiven for this, but he's just being stupid.  This is shit.  What do you want me to say about it?  I like her!  Stop making things so difficult that aren't even that important, meaning this was easy breazy until the incident tha wasn't the incident!

A reminder, sorry for the way the message seems to come across and the negative terms, but I kept it without any direct issues.

Sorry for the Bluntness of the "Joke"

I have an idea.

I will go ahead and tell Ellen's mom she should not have paid any attention to her. 

Apology

I'm so sorry for my vividly wrong thoughts yesterday.  Hopefully, today will be another day, a better day.

Dream

Ellen DeGeneres, not seen much, had a baby, hard to tell, but we saw the baby.  It seemed like a boy but was a girl.  It was an infant.  It slid down and laughed, named principessa, and even slid or got across to another side rolled over and slid more and cried.  I got that Ellen wanted the baby to teach itself.  It was a white-looking baby, shriveled and pink.

"WE"

were not set up to feel special like the kids born around 2000.

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Up to No Good

I know what some people are up to.  They have a chance with people.  They think that I was able to "take 'it all.'"  They are leading me into losing those opportunities.  They don't realize that all they have to do is make one simple change and when they're ready to do that they have these explosive dreams on how high up in the world they will be, like over everyone else.

I know this for a fact.

No one gives a fart over me.

Bella Thorne just wants to have fun, without adults intervenin'.

With me dad, people just can't seem to forget about him when talkin' to me.

So, about me, why make things any worse?  Why keep diggin' a hole?

I'm just "here."  If anyone wants to talk like I do.

Bullying

Why do people think I'm shit?  They wanna buy a Disney album to say someone is better than me.  Someone from England to someone in the U.S.  If it weren't for me, it wouldn't matter.

It is possible they already know me.  I don't understand.  Why am I unimportant?

Danger - Caution - Warning

I feel I'm being held at knifepoint by someone to get attention from people whenever I get it.  I don't like it.  Who'd want to feel something specific like this when you talk to someone?  Why can a person be upheld over me?

Singing

People must hate singing if they can critique me and say what I did was done easily yet they don't do it.

Question

Nothing is happening.  I'm up and I'm blogging.  }:]  You know, lotta people run away who know they'll be liked.  It seems so self-uplifting.

Ha Ha

I got a copy of Spanish Lady!  (Irish)

Karaoke

Should I delete it?

I didn't want to do anymore.  I figured 1 since I don't really know..  ':|

Cleaned Computer

Now, it's all clean.