Tuesday, June 17, 2014

I'm alone.

Not mad.  I was just upset.  What's the big deal?  Who doesn't get irritated?  It'll take time.

Update

I added this to the side of my blog: Tumblr.

MY GOAL

IS TO BE NICE, I JUST GET UPSET AND HAVE TO CONTROL MY OUTWARD ACTIONS, I MIGHT FORGET @ IT..NOT NECESSARILY, MOST'D DISAGREE

Got Mad and Can Get Mad Again

People are saying it's my fault about something.

he ha

but where's the lovely spanish lady-wak for the tura lura lady

Did you know

IMDb's not working?

Problem

I don't wanna be close to my dad, so don't punish me for it.

Problem

Who asked my dad into my social life?  I don't need his prattling reiterations.

Problem

Why does Ellen like hurting me and others?  She has no reason to.  She's just making mistakes.

Problem

Stop annoying me just to make me fill out Word Captchas!  ARE YOU INSANE.  You can't do this!  It is also illegal!

QUIT IT.

THEY JUST MADE FUN OF ME AND DID SOMETNING AGAIN

B4

Orlando was flooded with black music agencies.

What's to Wake Up For

It's interesting you use others's stupidity as hatred for me.  I wake up each day to this.

Problem

People should not copy Ellen and be mean.

Weird

Ellen should not have had any problems with me cuz I'm cool in a crowd.

I can't agree.

I think that someone really just is playing with me.

Problem

I hope you haven't spoken with these people, Bella.  It would mean I can't trust anyone.

Problems

STOP TALKING, YOU ANNOYING SINNERS.

So, who did it?

STOP

STOP TRYING TO LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SORRY NOW.

Problem

What do I have to look forward to, that Ellen, what a bitch.

Problem

Those people watching me are being stupid saying I should be confined if I try to make Sarah's injury seem valid for a break.

Problem

Bella won't stop being a nuisance.

Problem

I told Ellen her posts have a different meaning.  She has no right to intervene in my relationships with others.

What a spectacle.  I do not feel the least bit guilty, and I do not want a reminder of you.

Get the people in the experiment.  They won't stop.

Problem

I had the right to be upset.  I didn't really do anything I shouldn't in that situation.  I leanred some thing|s not to do again.

Problem

She was gonna tour in August 1st.  I bet someone told her to do this.

"I have suffered a hairline fracture to my ankle and have been advised by my doctors to rest it until September by which time it will have fully recovered. I have, regrettably, taken the decision to cancel my forthcoming US dates in August.

I truly apologise for any disappointment caused." Sarah Brightman
siesta & sorry

WHAT

WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL.  YOU KEEP BOTHERING ME.

STOP

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YA

THEY STARTED A PATTERN

HUH

Is Bella messin' wit' me?  I'm sorry Bella, but this is why I'm hot.

Who do I care about?

Starving kids in Africa.

STOP IT

Bella threatened I'm having a baby that's dark.

Problem

They won't stop!  They are threatening my children cuz I don't care if Bella Thorne looks tacky, cuz ya'll did it.

Problem

They were teasing me this morning and like the energy left me.  I sang 1 1/2 hours last night.  Now, I don't feel like it cuz my voice is still damaged from throwing up.

STOP

I DON'T AGREE WITH YOU THAT I SHOULD BE IN TROUBLE!  I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE.

Problem

I can't report what they said!  I'm busy!

Problem

I'm trying to record my singing and they are bothering me.  You have no right.  NOW GIT!  I SAID SHUT UP!

Mobile

may or may not post

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It's fair to say

no one likes me.  I don't wanna see plastered before the whole world the fact I spammed my friends and I'm worthless.  Actually they didn't respond and needed help.  I was alone and didn't think of getting a blog.  I am not doing so well there.  I don't know what people want people to put on a blog.

Composer

Video

Andrew Lloyd Webber

link

More Apology

I should not have imagined anything.  I'll have to punish myself.  I just feel bad, though.  Maybe, I should just stop being weird.  That's almost a matching sacrifice.  I just thought hey, but too much is at stake here.

Apology

I was saying get at someone just like talking.  I shoulda taken the extra time to say something else cuz it's important.  I never meant any of what else you'd think it'd mean.

36 Songs to Tour and Record

Broadway

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
I Could Have Danced All Night
Show Me

The Sound of Music
The Sound of Music
My Favorite Things
Climb Every Mountain
Edelweiss

Cats
Macavity
Memory

The Phantom of the Opera
Think of Me
Angel of Music
The Phantom of the Opera
Music of the Night
All I Ask of You
Wishing You Were Somehow Here, Again

Starlight Express
I Am the Starlight
Only He

Jesus Christ Superstar
I Don't Know How to Love Him
Gethsemane

Evita
Another Suitcase, Another Hall

Oklahoma!
O, What a Beautiful Mornin'
I Cain't Say No

Gypsy
Some People
Let Me Entertain You
I Have a Moo Cow
Wherever We Go
Rose's Turn

A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love


Classical

Andrew Lloyd Webber
Pie Jesu

O Mio Babbino Caro
Gia il Sole dal Gange


Oldies

The Carpenters
Rainy Days and Mondays
Top of the World

Petula Clark
Downtown

Peter, Paul, and Mary
If I Had a Hammer
Leaving on a Jetplane

Problem

If my parents did it, I'm not mad at you for it.  Why be scared of them?  I'm not, am I?  What is it anyway?  What's wrong with me?  What's about my parents?  I haven't quite touched base on this with anyone..  Someone fill in on this?  I mean, if you think I hurt you.  You set a guy to follow me home when I was tired and didn't know where to turn..

This is something like 1 + 1.  Why wouldn't the most important people who happen to be in my life not understand?  I don't care @ any'all, gotta be carefuyl.  I do care about ya'll.  But something always happens.  I looked over it, actually, but I guess others thought it was important..

Ha Ha

I didn't start anything with anyone.  You all are wrong.  What' war with what I said?  (What's wrong with what I said, then?)

What?

I didn't start anything.  If it weren't for Tim Burton, it wouldn't be.  I'm NAT doin' it.  I still don't know who all does what?  I was just nice, but my mom tests me and you take it and think to yourselves how worthless I am.  Well, so what?  You're always mean.  It doesn't mean you're never nice.  You don't know what I want or no one lets me do what I want.

Got that, this wouldn't be if it weren't for Tim Burton or Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!!!

Did you just come to ruin my life all too soon?  Those other people you think are better than me.
You used that for yourself.

You all are not worth anything to me, you're liars and stealers.  It's stupid.  I'm not changing for Tim Burton.  You may as well go away.  I'm not here to lick poop.  I don't mean anyone is poop!  You all hurt my feelings, and I don't seem to care about any of you that much, and there's no reason it should be that way.  What's my dad worth?  You all mistreat me to make him happy.  That's all this is.  He doesn't mind you talking to me and being nice.  I don't need a 1 2 punch.  I think my mom knows and we're just worried he'd act up.  I saw him lose control of his thoughts and attitude today.  It doesn't mean he's worth less than others.

Problem

So, why is a death threat okay?

I didn't do anything.  No one in this mudhole is proper..

Well, she says it doesn't matter. Well, she says it doesn't matter.

So, it won't matter for her.

Problem

I can't talk to people who think I endanger them cuza everyone hating me.  Thanks a lot, Tim Burton, you don't give a damn if your competition as a successful adult dies.  You're disillusioned that I want to be the only 1 in the world.  Who did this to you??  I don't wanna think you did it, but I feel you're a part of it.

Well

The singing was better than I thought.

Well..

There are subtleties.  I meant the fact existed.  for some things

Get Word Around

Not Singing is Not Better

for any pro fession

Sang 1:26

1 hr 26 min - recorded

Something Creepy

My Gramma likes me a lot, but with how much I like her she tends to think she can manipulate me.