Christina Ann J Barrett

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Problem

I don't wanna be close to my dad, so don't punish me for it.

Problem

Who asked my dad into my social life? I don't need his prattling reiterations.

Problem

Why does Ellen like hurting me and others? She has no reason to. She's just making mistakes.

Problem

Stop annoying me just to make me fill out Word Captchas! ARE YOU INSANE. You can't do this! It is also illegal!

QUIT IT.

Someone just sent me this link https://t.co/UtkQ2W6nuC & to let you know, that's not a fb page for my blog, just someone pretending it is.
— Lily-Rose Depp (@Lilyrmdepp) June 17, 2014

THEY JUST MADE FUN OF ME AND DID SOMETNING AGAIN

B4

Orlando was flooded with black music agencies.

What's to Wake Up For

It's interesting you use others's stupidity as hatred for me. I wake up each day to this.

Problem

People should not copy Ellen and be mean.

Weird

Ellen should not have had any problems with me cuz I'm cool in a crowd.

I can't agree.

I think that someone really just is playing with me.

Problem

I hope you haven't spoken with these people, Bella. It would mean I can't trust anyone.

Problems

STOP TALKING, YOU ANNOYING SINNERS.

So, who did it?

STOP

STOP TRYING TO LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SORRY NOW.

Problem

What do I have to look forward to, that Ellen, what a bitch.

Problem

Those people watching me are being stupid saying I should be confined if I try to make Sarah's injury seem valid for a break.

I told Ellen her posts have a different meaning. She has no right to intervene in my relationships with others.

What a spectacle. I do not feel the least bit guilty, and I do not want a reminder of you.

Get the people in the experiment. They won't stop.

Problem

I had the right to be upset. I didn't really do anything I shouldn't in that situation. I leanred some thing|s not to do again.

Problem

She was gonna tour in August 1st. I bet someone told her to do this.

"I have suffered a hairline fracture to my ankle and have been advised by my doctors to rest it until September by which time it will have fully recovered. I have, regrettably, taken the decision to cancel my forthcoming US dates in August.

I truly apologise for any disappointment caused." Sarah Brightman

siesta & sorry

WHAT

WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL. YOU KEEP BOTHERING ME.

STOP

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YA

THEY STARTED A PATTERN

HUH

Is Bella messin' wit' me? I'm sorry Bella, but this is why I'm hot.

Who do I care about?

Starving kids in Africa.

STOP IT

Bella threatened I'm having a baby that's dark.

Problem

They won't stop! They are threatening my children cuz I don't care if Bella Thorne looks tacky, cuz ya'll did it.

Problem

They were teasing me this morning and like the energy left me. I sang 1 1/2 hours last night. Now, I don't feel like it cuz my voice is still damaged from throwing up.

STOP

I DON'T AGREE WITH YOU THAT I SHOULD BE IN TROUBLE! I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE.

Problem

I can't report what they said! I'm busy!

Problem

I'm trying to record my singing and they are bothering me. You have no right. NOW GIT! I SAID SHUT UP!

Mobile

may or may not post

It's fair to say

no one likes me. I don't wanna see plastered before the whole world the fact I spammed my friends and I'm worthless. Actually they didn't respond and needed help. I was alone and didn't think of getting a blog. I am not doing so well there. I don't know what people want people to put on a blog.

Composer

Video

Andrew Lloyd Webber

link

More Apology

I should not have imagined anything. I'll have to punish myself. I just feel bad, though. Maybe, I should just stop being weird. That's almost a matching sacrifice. I just thought hey, but too much is at stake here.

Apology

I was saying get at someone just like talking. I shoulda taken the extra time to say something else cuz it's important. I never meant any of what else you'd think it'd mean.

36 Songs to Tour and Record

Broadway

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
I Could Have Danced All Night
Show Me

The Sound of Music
The Sound of Music
My Favorite Things
Climb Every Mountain
Edelweiss

Cats
Macavity
Memory

The Phantom of the Opera
Think of Me
Angel of Music
The Phantom of the Opera
Music of the Night
All I Ask of You
Wishing You Were Somehow Here, Again

Starlight Express
I Am the Starlight
Only He

Jesus Christ Superstar
I Don't Know How to Love Him
Gethsemane

Evita
Another Suitcase, Another Hall

Oklahoma!
O, What a Beautiful Mornin'
I Cain't Say No

Gypsy
Some People
Let Me Entertain You
I Have a Moo Cow
Wherever We Go
Rose's Turn

A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love

Classical

Andrew Lloyd Webber
Pie Jesu

O Mio Babbino Caro
Gia il Sole dal Gange

Oldies

The Carpenters
Rainy Days and Mondays
Top of the World

Petula Clark
Downtown

Peter, Paul, and Mary
If I Had a Hammer
Leaving on a Jetplane

Problem

If my parents did it, I'm not mad at you for it. Why be scared of them? I'm not, am I? What is it anyway? What's wrong with me? What's about my parents? I haven't quite touched base on this with anyone.. Someone fill in on this? I mean, if you think I hurt you. You set a guy to follow me home when I was tired and didn't know where to turn..

This is something like 1 + 1. Why wouldn't the most important people who happen to be in my life not understand? I don't care @ any'all, gotta be carefuyl. I do care about ya'll. But something always happens. I looked over it, actually, but I guess others thought it was important..

Ha Ha

I didn't start anything with anyone. You all are wrong. What' war with what I said? (What's wrong with what I said, then?)

What?

I didn't start anything. If it weren't for Tim Burton, it wouldn't be. I'm NAT doin' it. I still don't know who all does what? I was just nice, but my mom tests me and you take it and think to yourselves how worthless I am. Well, so what? You're always mean. It doesn't mean you're never nice. You don't know what I want or no one lets me do what I want.

Got that, this wouldn't be if it weren't for Tim Burton or Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!!!

Did you just come to ruin my life all too soon? Those other people you think are better than me.

You used that for yourself.

You all are not worth anything to me, you're liars and stealers. It's stupid. I'm not changing for Tim Burton. You may as well go away. I'm not here to lick poop. I don't mean anyone is poop! You all hurt my feelings, and I don't seem to care about any of you that much, and there's no reason it should be that way. What's my dad worth? You all mistreat me to make him happy. That's all this is. He doesn't mind you talking to me and being nice. I don't need a 1 2 punch. I think my mom knows and we're just worried he'd act up. I saw him lose control of his thoughts and attitude today. It doesn't mean he's worth less than others.

Problem

So, why is a death threat okay?

I didn't do anything. No one in this mudhole is proper..

Well, she says it doesn't matter. Well, she says it doesn't matter.

So, it won't matter for her.

Problem

I can't talk to people who think I endanger them cuza everyone hating me. Thanks a lot, Tim Burton, you don't give a damn if your competition as a successful adult dies. You're disillusioned that I want to be the only 1 in the world. Who did this to you?? I don't wanna think you did it, but I feel you're a part of it.

Well

The singing was better than I thought.

Well..

There are subtleties. I meant the fact existed. for some things

Get Word Around

Not Singing is Not Better

for any pro fession

Sang 1:26

1 hr 26 min - recorded

Something Creepy

My Gramma likes me a lot, but with how much I like her she tends to think she can manipulate me.

Monday, June 16, 2014

Keyboard

I have to play w/o the pedal for now. The plug was rusty for some reason.

Facebook

Sarah Brightman

Christina Barrett Here are little clips of my own day! I love yours, Sarah.. I'm not saying anyone has to watch this if they're just here for Sarah.

2:40- http://youtu.be/1h5dcjRIQ-E?t=2m40s
4:09- http://youtu.be/1h5dcjRIQ-E?t=4m9s
til 5:00

1:19
http://youtu.be/XtezhhUthTI

2:40-3:01
http://youtu.be/UutaxQ9AKUI

Like · Reply · Yesterday at 3:22pm

Did you know the land of the dolphins

is by Jacksonville FL in St. Augustine..

the big city in FL of the NE and the nation's oldest continuing city, the later.

It's called Marineland. I lived there at 5 and 6. We moved to the old city when I was 9, 10, 11.

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Weird

I never had my chance to speak up.

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Ugh!

None of these kids achieved anything. They just became famous and copied attractive non-famous young people. eheheheheheh ahahahahaha

LOL that's a good 1.

So, you want someone smart like me who analyzes who she is generationwise and neatly knows what she wants, whether or not it be because of having any good parents.

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You're Greatly Mistaken..

You think I'm not in on how to behave. Shove a camera up my butt! In fact, you seem oblivious and with a lack of sleep.

Contacted! B] I OUTTA HEA (here)

Full Sail may hook me up, with students to tour the US and make my CD.

Meanies

I wasn't really that off topic like them. They are racist. That says something.

Look what this old guy wrote.

Facebook - Sarah Brightman

E William Meharra Stop these notifications, I don't care !

Like · Reply · 19 minutes ago

Who told him to do that?

Problem

These people won't be quiet and shut up. They're not being very nice.

Problem

Some people are intervening for bad reasons. I deserve to be talked to.

If you don't like me..

..which I don't see why I'd have to deal with that, I said you could go away. If you wanna talk to some other young girl, be my guest. Don't complain at me. Anyone.

I do want to say that with other people it's a topic how I'm annoyed at people saying I'm not as good as I thought so they "pick someone else." That's quite insulting to say all my efforts that were hijacked are worthless because of the result.

You can't throw away my life cuz you think your parents were waiting for you to grow up and trash Chinese people like me. I see it on the streets. I don't care if you just said no! I'm no dummy.

I did what I was supposed to. I'm not some weirdo.

They just talked again!

Now, they insulted us. Forget about my dad. He's always nasty sometimes in his behavior. I saw him lose control. You better believe it or git. Perhaps, I liked some of you, but don't make my dad hurt my mom.

Arguing?

Is anyone arguing with me? Cuz I can't see what to even look for. I mean, like it's not, "Hi, Christina, I haev an issue I have to tell you about." You all are acting like I'm bad. People always said I was good already! Very good! Always the nicest person. So, what's this, all of a sudden? I admit I had a bad life already. But this was my chance.

How I Feel

I feel the world is revolving around the mistakes of my father.

Problem

Someone followed me home and I wasn't sure how to get away.

Mobile

may or may not post

I have a personal life

which does not involve people.

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Submissiveness

How can Ellen DeGeneres submit to bad popular norms yet be so vicious to people for little things

Remember when..

..the size of pictures mattered?

I don't agree more and more..

People have gone crazy over me saying Oh No when my dad came home. I was just joking sorta. Why should I tell you why if he never asked? You can't even last this test and wouldn't even say that. I know "what" you are. I'm just saying, don't mean anything stupid.

Again?

The browser did its stop thing, as well.

Bothered

Why did someone make the notification come up for me but no notification there? I dunno, people keep notifying me on Facebook, by 1s sometimes. :(

I guess

Some things are none of my business. Sorry.

gotta go

Everyone just says

I understand, that someone else will disapprove if they apprive.

Apparently

This thing about me saying oh no when my dad came home became a big deal, as I no longer look pretty as I was my prettiest then.

Obsessive-Compuslive

Why are these people affecting my computer and the noies in my room?

It was supposed to be for their check.. but it's for something else now cuz they're making fun cuz they got nothing to do in life.

Problem

I think someone is antsy about me visiting my Gramma.

They are also making fun of me now!

Consideration

I don't really wanna visit my Gramma and aunt. Before, my mom made me wanna leave so she could have time alone.

Fine, cast me out!

If a person born around 2000 acted emotional about something, someone my age would act like they were weird and pretend there's something better that will happen to them later while thinking like this.

What's wrong?

Why is my mom acting so mean? She is upset at anything to do with Sarah Brightman.

No one knows why she was brought up, but if anything happened at Gramma's it was her fault.

Problem

Why is my dad being crazy acting like there's something wrong with Sarah Brightman? She didn't say Happy Father's Day, but she probably has more than 1 reason. He just is acting like a baby like he did everything he's supposed to. He thinks people like me are weird and don't deserve anything. So, there's that! He can't do anything he wants. He doesn't even matter, essentially, to this point. He will not shut up. He's a nuissance. He's not supposed to be here. Capiche?? No Capiche?? What, do I have to wear my earplugs? I don't HAVE to. He'll just annoy me some other time, either way. The earplugs are for if I feel I need more quiet, don't want to hear any rumbling of cars outside or whatnot. My noise maker is on. Would you say he's outta place? Get this. I no longer care what you people think about me being treated so badly for anything I've ever done. My dad even thinks it's because other people won't approve, but I think they should.

Sorry for anything offensive, I don't see it that way. I see it as explaining something, simply, something to walk over and hope doesn't happen again! See, I even went back and apologized. Who does that when they're mad?! I think what I said was merely descriptive of the circumstance.

I got threatened by someone else, too. I think it's also the vibes of that person.

I'm a bit mad at how things turned out for me, I must admit. I see negativity in everything. I learned I am to admit these things.

I think my dad wants me to not like Sarah Brightman so I can be forgiven for this, but he's just being stupid. This is shit. What do you want me to say about it? I like her! Stop making things so difficult that aren't even that important, meaning this was easy breazy until the incident tha wasn't the incident!

A reminder, sorry for the way the message seems to come across and the negative terms, but I kept it without any direct issues.

Sorry for the Bluntness of the "Joke"

I have an idea.

I will go ahead and tell Ellen's mom she should not have paid any attention to her.

Apology

I'm so sorry for my vividly wrong thoughts yesterday. Hopefully, today will be another day, a better day.

Dream

Ellen DeGeneres, not seen much, had a baby, hard to tell, but we saw the baby. It seemed like a boy but was a girl. It was an infant. It slid down and laughed, named principessa, and even slid or got across to another side rolled over and slid more and cried. I got that Ellen wanted the baby to teach itself. It was a white-looking baby, shriveled and pink.

"WE"

were not set up to feel special like the kids born around 2000.

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Up to No Good

I know what some people are up to. They have a chance with people. They think that I was able to "take 'it all.'" They are leading me into losing those opportunities. They don't realize that all they have to do is make one simple change and when they're ready to do that they have these explosive dreams on how high up in the world they will be, like over everyone else.

I know this for a fact.

No one gives a fart over me.

Bella Thorne just wants to have fun, without adults intervenin'.

With me dad, people just can't seem to forget about him when talkin' to me.

So, about me, why make things any worse? Why keep diggin' a hole?

I'm just "here." If anyone wants to talk like I do.

Bullying

Why do people think I'm shit? They wanna buy a Disney album to say someone is better than me. Someone from England to someone in the U.S. If it weren't for me, it wouldn't matter.

It is possible they already know me. I don't understand. Why am I unimportant?