Dream

Ellen DeGeneres, not seen much, had a baby, hard to tell, but we saw the baby.  It seemed like a boy but was a girl.  It was an infant.  It slid down and laughed, named principessa, and even slid or got across to another side rolled over and slid more and cried.  I got that Ellen wanted the baby to teach itself.  It was a white-looking baby, shriveled and pink.

Problem

Ellen scared Sarah away.  She wants me not to have any experience.

Worship

I worship Ellen from the Disney ride.

So, here it is.

Ellen is encouraged to look perfect racially.  I am not.  Why does she think I can come out and smile?  I don't even look pretty.

If you think Jews can't feel something when they're white, what the Hell do you think of blacks?  Is this just gonna ruin my life?  If I'm ^better^ than Ellen, then I was better, like everyone else??

My Turn?!

When will life come round for me again?  It came round for Ellen when she got blonde hair.  She can wear anything, like with nothing on it, and still look good.

Tribute

I talked to a girl after the kennel meeting, and she said she watches Ellen every day.

Question

My dad wants to cancel TV and our phone to save money and something else.  Do you think he's trying to "punish" me for pleasure?  We'll still get Ellen.  They've been trying to pry me off Ellen, too.  What wimps, they think other poeple wanna ultimately hurt me.  I can ask if a show I like is on, though.